y enough on your own."He said nothing more. After hearing Wushuang's words, all the way, Guimian couldn't help but think, was Wushuang's words sincere He couldn't see any falsehood on her face, he co...October 1, 2015.

The first terrorist organization caused trouble in the Middle East, and many people died. You're feeling down, and I called you to comfort you. Hearing your hoarse voice, I didn't know what to say.

I'm sorry, I can't comfort people.

You blame yourself, and I feel sad.

Dear, this isn't your fault, don't blame yourself.

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December 21, 2015.

Xiaobai said, "Do you have a girlfriend"

Her name is Fang Jiaqi.

My hands and feet were cold, and I felt a chill rising in my throat. I thought Xiaobai was lying to me, how could you possibly have a girlfriend You love Hailan so much.

She is azure, I don't envy her.

Why is it someone else

My heart, once again shattered.

It's laughable, my heart is breaking and yet who knows Kaka, why do you have to be so obvious If you want to tell me you have a woman, why go through Xiaobai

That's more hurtful than you saying it yourself.

First, I hate you.

December 22, 2015.

I'm really pathetic. I want to hate you for a whole day, but it's difficult. I haven't slept well all night. Since you want me to know that you have a girlfriend, what do you want me to say to you

What do you want to hear to be satisfied

Oh, congratulations to you.

Well, since you want to hear it, I'll tell you.

I called you, to congratulate you on having a girlfriend, and then hung up. I sat alone in the room, stiff as a stone. Logically speaking, I was heartbroken, I should be crying.

It's a pity that my upbringing didn't teach me what tears were.

I want to forget you.

From today onwards, I'm taking back all my love for you.

Forget you.

Forget you, forget Kaka, forget the past.

You don't love me, I love myself.

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January 2, 2016.

The second day of the new year, you actually brought your girlfriend to my house

Chun Nan Feng, very good.

You are doing well.

To accommodate you, I've brought my new boyfriend home.

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Who upset you

Oh, my boyfriend is an actor, and you're getting gloomy because you're not interested in what he has to say

I was feeling gloomy when he accidentally kissed me on the cheek.

Damn it, I hate being kissed.

I only like to initiate kisses.

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January 23, 2016. New Year's Eve.

Today you, Uncle Chu and Aunt Rongyan came over for New Year's Eve. You brought Fang Jiaqi to annoy me, unwilling to see people. I knew you were drinking but I was too lazy to go downstairs. I took a comfortable bath by myself.

I never thought I'd see you, stumbling drunk, coming out of the bathroom.

You rarely drink, even when you do, it's just a little. You've never gotten drunk. I didn't want to see you like this, my attitude was a bit cold, but I didn't expect you to suddenly hug me...

Kiss...

Being this big, I finally understood that a heartbeat could be so fast, and that I could also be confused and infatuated. Just one kiss from you, and I have no idea which way is up or down.

I don't like being kissed.

Only you, welcome all comers.

You don't know how, your body is so excited, in a blink of an eye you took off my clothes, kissed my face, my chest, my belly... I know what you want to do and I don't want to refuse.

Oh, how much I hate Fang Jiaqi! I think if it hadn't been for her phone call, we would have already done it.

Two passionate young men and women,

completely naked, rolled around together, about to become one when a phone call interrupted them. Your consciousness seemed to clear as if awakened, you stared blankly at me, letting the ringing phone continue, then slumped over with your head in your hands, silently sitting there.

You seem to have scared yourself.

I'm glad you didn't say sorry. If you were to apologize now, I would strip you naked and throw you out the window.

Men have sex because of lust, not love.

I understand.

I thought about it again, but was still unwilling to give up. My clothes were already off anyway, so I might as well do something. So I started fighting back.

The result was very tragic...

You did react, but you forcibly restrained yourself, unwilling to touch me.

Yet you unexpectedly enjoyed my kiss.

Kaka, if it were someone else, I'd think this was playing hard to get. But you wouldn't, you're not that kind of person.

That's all there is to men.

Without love, one can still have sex.

Now I understand. So, what do I need to pay attention to in the future

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December 1, 2023.

Nishakona is a charlatan. She said I would have good luck in love this year, but besides Long Chengtian, there hasn't been any sign of romance at all.

True love should be mutual. I should like him too for it to be considered love at first sight.

All other passersby don't count.

Long Chengtian is an interesting man. I killed his wife, and he threatened to beat me up. He's quite savage, a bit like my handsome old father.

I seem to like him a lot, which is surprising. I usually just played around with him as a joke, but now that Qianqian has died and he's so despondent, I actually feel a little protective of him.

This is not a good phenomenon.

Could it be that I've fallen out of love

Like and love are just a thin line apart. I can like many people, but only one person can be adorable. Wouldn't it be that someday, Kaka would withdraw from my love

The idea flashed and was gone.

I think I'll never be able to fall in love with someone else again.

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June 12, 2025.

"I'm sorry" are the three most heartbreaking words in the world.

I hate these three words.

From now on, whoever says sorry to me, I'll beat them up!

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June 19, 2025.

I have decided to be friends with Kaka, stepping back to a friendship position, no longer thinking about him, no longer loving him. Many years ago, I also wanted to give up, but in the end, I never made up my mind.

I can't bear to.

I so badly want to proudly tell you, Kaka, that there is no woman in the world who loves you more than me. Losing me is your loss.

But I don't have that courage.

For so many years, my youth has been devoted to you. Why, when I look back, are you unwilling

I'm not just questioning, could it be that I'm truly so worthless, not worthy of your love

Then I thought of non-ink and warmth.

Warmth's fear of being left by Mo Ming in a matter of days and nights is how she loves him.

If I were in his shoes, even if Kakaka only had one last second left, I would still want him to say "I love you" to me properly. For the rest of my life, having that one word would be my greatest comfort and happiness. from Xiaobai's perspective to think for Xiaobai. From childhood to adulthood, how much pressure did he endureHow much self-negation and self-depreciation does he have.Actually, Xiaobai's comprehensiv...