was only now that she suddenly realized that her lifelong lack of respect and acceptance stemmed from the fact that she had been a surrogate, that she had sold herself for money. 。That being said, she...Joe Shunchen rolled down the car window a little, afraid of suffocating Qin Jingwen. 。Then she just sat quietly, watching Qin Jingwen. 。Just looking at it like this, he was already satisfied. 。Just by looking at her delicate face, Qiao Shunchen could hear his heart beating. 。She is the calamity of his life, a tribulation he cannot and does not want to overcome. 。
I just want to be entangled with this "robber" for a lifetime
At five o'clock in the morning, the sound of vehicles coming and going woke Qin Jingwen. 。Only then did she realize that she had been sleeping in the car, and Qiao Shunchen was sleeping beside her. 。Qin Jingwen didn't move, afraid she would wake Qiao Shunchen. 。Looking at his sleeping figure, Qin Jingwen felt both heartache and hatred. 。I hate that he wasn't born into an ordinary family, and I hate that he always lingers in my life without giving me anything. 。If they were all children from poor families, if they were two innocent kids who grew up together, if they were college classmates, if they were... that would be so good. They would definitely be the happiest CP. 。Yet, irony strikes, for the reality is what it is. 。They completely missed all the possibilities, which led to their tangled relationship today. 。Looking at Qiao Shunchen's face, which was serious even in sleep, Qin Jingwen couldn't help but feel uncomfortable. 。But she was uncomfortable and had no other choice, she could only watch from afar. 。Like right now, no matter how reluctant your gaze is to leave his face, you still have to say goodbye. 。Then Qin Jingwen carefully got out of the car with her bag. 。After Qin Jingwen got home, she took another nap. When she woke up, Qin Jingyi had already returned from school. 。"Sis, when are you coming back" Qin Jingyi saw her older sister come out of the room and immediately rushed forward to hug her. 。Although her sister's absence wasn't long, it was agonizing for her. 。"How was yesterday's flight Did you take good care of yourself" Qin Jingwen asked while ending the embrace and still sizing up her younger sister. 。She felt Qin Jingyi's reliance on her, but there was no way, one day she would have to be independent. 。"I'm doing well, don't worry about me. 。"Sister, why did you suddenly come back" Qin Jingyi asked curiously, but she hoped that once her sister came back, she wouldn't leave again. 。"I have something to take care of, I'll be back. After finishing it, I'll leave tomorrow night." 。"And what about you Is your skipping grade confirmed" Qin Jingwen was concerned about Qin Jingyi. 。“Okay, it’s settled for today” 。After the official start of school, I was directly promoted to my junior year. 。Qin Jingyi spoke with pride about this matter. Even if her elder sister didn't come back, she would still call her. 。"That's amazing, I knew my sister could do anything she set her mind to." 。"Qin Jingwen excitedly embraced Qin Jingyi. If mom and dad heard this news, they would be even happier." 。"Study hard, this year I will definitely study diligently." 。Then, I'll help you find a good company for an internship. 。"Qin Jingyi is facing internships. Qin Jingwen feels that she still has the ability to help her younger sister find the most suitable internship company." 。However, Qin Jingyi's thoughts were completely different from Qin Jingwen's. She smiled faintly and expressed her own ideas. 。"Sis, I'll work harder this year in my third year of college." 。When I get to internship, I want to go abroad, so we can leave this place. 。Although overseas wasn't as appealing to Qin Jingyi, since her sister had always put in so much effort, she felt she needed to do something to repay her. 。Even if I can't change my sister's pain, at least I won't burden her. 。"Go abroad Will you work abroad afterward"Qin Jingwen asked back, the reason she asked that was because she knew her sister's ideals and ambitions were all within the country 。She is not like other children who are obsessed with foreign countries and look down on their own. She is a steadfast and patriotic young man. 。After her parents left, Jingyi often said that she felt safest and most secure in her own country. She believed that where there are parents, there is safety and security. 。If they hadn't gone abroad, their lives wouldn't have ended. 。There are too many reasons why Qin Jingyi doesn't like going abroad. 。But because she was quiet and gentle, she took the initiative to leave. 。How could Qin Jingwen bear to let her go to a place she didn't want to go 。"No, sister. After studying abroad for a few years, I'll come back." 。"Sis, just don't bother with my affairs. I can get the opportunity to study abroad myself through school, and it won't cost us any money. " 。"
Get ready this year, when we're leaving, we'll take the kids with us." 。We can come back whenever we want to. 。" Qin Jingyi said with a broad mind. 。Actually, no matter how many years she spends outside, the important thing is that Sister can forget about Qiao Shunchen. As long as they are no longer connected, Qin Jingyi's purpose will be achieved. 。If this year, the sister and Joe Shunchen can handle their relationship well, and the sister is no longer hurt, they may not have to go abroad. 。Whatever happens, she should try her best and get prepared beforehand so that she won't be caught off guard later. 。“Well, hearing you 。Where do you want to go, we'll all follow you. 。“
Qin Jingwen agreed to it for now.
She had this idea a long time ago, but too many factors had restricted her thoughts. 。Child, Jingyi, her aunt who is getting older. 。As for work, it doesn't matter where she is, she can research software and earn a living. 。As for Qiao Shunchen, even if she had him in her heart, even if she couldn't forget him, she could leave him and bury him deep in her heart. 。"By the way, Jingyi, I'm going out today. Would you like to come with me and relax a bit" Qin Jingwen changed the subject. 。"No, I don't know if you made an appointment with your classmates to go to the library." 。"Qin Jingyi refused. " 。"Alright, then make time tomorrow. Uncle Joe is sick, let's both go see him." 。" Qin Jingwen reminded Qin Jingyi that she thought Qin Jingyi should also go see Uncle Qiao " 。"No problem, let's go to the suburbs together tomorrow." 。"
Qin Jingyi agreed, and then Qin Jingwen went to wash up and prepare to go out " 。Qin Jingwen's first stop was Song Yien's house. It was the weekend, and since Song Yien had been in a bad mood recently and Tao Chen hadn't worked overtime to stay at home... 。Qin Jingwen's arrival surprised Song Yien. The moment she saw Qin Jingwen, it was as if she had gained strength all over, and her eyes flashed with anger. 。"How did you get here You're not welcome here" 。The cold, angry voice, reaching Tao Chen's ears, finally sparked a glimmer of hope. 。"How could I not come I heard you weren't feeling well so I came back to see you" 。Qin Jingwen didn't care about Song Yien's attitude toward her at all, and she wouldn't hold it against her. 。She came back just to get her spirits up, no matter what methods she used, as long as the goal was achieved. 。"I think you're a cat crying over a mouse pretending to be compassionate. Are you back to see if I'm dead" 。I tell you Qin Jingwen, I am living well, you die I will never die. 。“
Song Yien glared at Qin Jingwen, as if all the suppressed anger she had felt these days was about to be unleashed on her. It was as if by releasing it all, her illness wouldn't be real anymore. ”。Tao Chen, on one side, couldn't help but frown when he heard Song Yien's spiteful retort. 。Qin Jingwen's arrival did indeed invigorate Song Yien, but what she said was truly harsh and infuriating. 。Now Tao Chen is contradictory. He wants to bring Qin Jingwen here to stimulate Song Yien, but Song Yien's venomous and cruel words make him regret it. He regrets bringing Qin Jingwen here. 。However, Qin Jingwen didn't think that way. She just wanted Song Yien to look spirited, even if it was hatred, at least it proved she still had the motivation to live. 。Then you live well, and wait to see how I die. 。Qin Jingwen sat comfortably on the sofa, giggling softly, while Song Yien was still fidgeting with annoyance. 。"Who let you sit down Didn't I tell you to leave You have such thick skin, I don't know what Qiao Shunchen likes about you." 。She casually brought Qiao Shunchen out, but for Qin Jingwen, Qiao Shunchen had almost become a taboo topic. 。A faint smile of loss. 。"He also dislikes my thick skin, that's probably why he broke up with me." 。As I've told you, we haven't been together for a while. 。Qin Jingwen's loss gave Song Yien more opportunity. 。This is when she realized the best way to hurt Qin Jingwen was through Qiao Shunchen. 。Don't put gold on your own face, they just played enough with you before dumping you. 。I told you so, you'll end up like me someday. 。Well, I didn't expect retribution to come so quickly, did you 。"Mmm, you..." Qin Jingwen listened silently, but Tao Chen couldn't bear to hear it anymore. 。Song Yien was openly stabbing Qin Jingwen's heart with a knife. If she let her continue talking, the one who would fall ill would be Qin Jingwen. 。But Tao Chen had only spoken one word when Qin Jingwen opened her mouth to stop him. 。"Tao Chen, don't speak, let En En say..." 。After stopping Tao Chen, Qin Jingwen turned to look at Song Yien. 。"Mmm, you can tell me something that feels good today." 。Including everything about us in the past, who was right and wrong, and all your grievances against me can be said. 。"Don't worry, no matter what you say I won't get angry. But, I will point out where you are wrong." 。Even though you're a patient, I won't show you any deference. 。“ Qin Jingwen also wanted to take this opportunity to let Song Yiren speak her mind, to let her express all the resentment and dissatisfaction in her heart. 。In fact, Qin Jingwen was just encouraging her. As for who was right and who was wrong, it didn't matter to Qin Jingwen anymore. 。"Who is right and who is wrong You shouldn't say things like that. It's all your fault between the two of us." 。If it weren't for you, how would we be where we are today If it weren't for you, how could we possibly have broken up with Qiao Shunchen 。" She was suddenly agitated, past events flooding back in a rush, igniting her anger once again. " 。She is about to spend the rest of her life ruined by Qin Jingwen, how could she not hate her 。She's been competing with Qin Jingwen her whole life. She told herself she had to win, and now she's about to lose, and lose completely. How could she not be resentful 。"Qin Jingwen, I'm telling you, meeting you in this lifetime was a mistake. If it weren't for you, I would be happier than anyone else." 。"You are the little person in my life, you have influenced me for my whole life. 。If I die first, my revenge will be unavenged. Even as a ghost, I will curse you. 。Song Yiren was only complaining and blaming, without specifically saying what made her regret it. 。He also didn't clearly state who was right and wrong between himself and Qin Jingwen. 。She knew she hated her, knowing only that Qin Jingwen's existence made everything go wrong for her. Now, even her life had been taken by Qin Jingwen. 。What matters is how to let go of the hatred for Qin Jingwen. 。>anted to use this opportunity to remind Joe Shunchen, so that after she left, Joe Shunchen wouldn't be hurt by Ye Wen. 。"I have a craving for you, or I have contact with Ye Wen..." 。" Qiao Shunchen c...