his wing, Qin Jingwen would not have met him, and there would be no such bittersweet feeling today. 。"I'm also regretting it, if I had held onto her back then, you wouldn't have even a sliver of a ch...Qiao Yu also observed that her father had no guilt at all.
His guilt only showed itself when the name Qin Lan was mentioned. 。Why is it that Dad only owes Qin Lan, but never owes Mom “Even if Mom chose to leave because she was heartbroken...” 。But things have passed for so many years, you shouldn't be dwelling on them anymore. 。"Dad is over sixty, his hair is mostly white. Don't you and Shunchen have a heart To let him worry and be anxious like this until the day he dies What if he leaves with regrets What will you two do then Will you feel indebted Will you regret it" 。Jiang Kai didn't dare say more, afraid that Qiao Yu would lose control and become even more agitated. 。He had no choice but to change directions and began persuading Qiao Yu. 。She hopes Qiao Yu will come out on her own and take the initiative to solve this matter, so that she can truly be happy. 。"Let the past be the past. All you and Shunchen need to do is forget the past and forgive everyone." 。Living people shouldn't be controlled by the emotions of those who are gone. 。If you don't resolve this matter, even after your father passes away, you will still be tormented by it. 。"Honey, only a fool would torture themselves" 。Only fools would keep agonizing over it. 。To avoid future regrets and ensure Dad has a happy and fulfilling rest of his life, you, as the older sister, should take the initiative to resolve this matter. 。Jiang Kai's words struck Qiao Yu's already fragile heart hard, especially regarding whether they owed their father anything, and whether they would regret not forgiving him. 。Only fools torment themselves, only fools keep pestering 。He's right, think about it carefully, it wasn't just him who was tortured, but his whole family. 。Even a fool could figure this out, yet they can't seem to understand it as a family Song Yiren has been quiet these days, lying on the couch all day staring blankly. Why is she spacing out Because she's waiting for the results of her hospital checkup. 。She didn't believe Li Mo's words, so she went to the hospital for a full body check-up. 。To check the results' authenticity, she even went to another hospital. 。Now we just wait for the results. 。But she found the process too agonizing, finding it too terrifying. 。The past two days, she felt like she was on the verge of collapse, terrified by cancer and death. 。She didn't want to get sick, she didn't want to die. 。Qin Jingwen is still alive and well, how could she be dead 。What are you thinking about, so seriously 。" Tao Chen's words pulled her back from the brink of collapse. " 。It was not until then that she realized it was nine o'clock at night. She had been lost in thought all day long, and she couldn't even remember when she had eaten lunch or dinner. 。"It's nothing, you came back quite early today." 。"
Coming back to her senses, Song Yiren sat up as she spoke.>>> 。"I'm almost finished with my work for the day, so I'll be back a little earlier today." 。"You must have finished dinner, right I haven't eaten yet, would you like to join me for some late-night snacks" 。" Tao Chen's mood is sunny, but she is a little worried 。He came back early not because his work had eased up, but because the nanny told him Song Yiren's mood was off. 。So I came back after finishing work. 。“Okay, then I’ll have some with you.” 。" That's how the two of them ordered takeout together and sat at the table ready to eat. " 。"Have a drink, it can relieve fatigue" 。" Song Yi-eun proposed, so the nanny prepared wine glasses and red wine " 。"I can drink it while you're watching, but you're still a patient and drinking alcohol is bad for your health. It will also affect the effectiveness of your medicine." 。Tao Chen poured himself a glass of wine and reminded Song Yien. 。But he didn't expect Song Yien to really want to drink. 。"I'll have some too, they're all going to die anyway, it won't make a difference. " 。Song Yien said, and then snatched the wine bottle, pouring herself a full glass. 。Song Yien's words made Tao Chen even more puzzled. 。Before, Song Yi En would always avoid talking about being sick when he was alone with him. He only brought up his terminal illness when he was arguing with Qin Jingwen. 。But Qin Jingwen hasn't been around these days, how did she bring it up on her own 。"Drink a little less, but don't drink too much. I'm your guardian now, so you have to listen to me." 。Tao Chen still looked relaxed as he chatted with Song Yi'en, he was afraid that Song Yi'en's emotions would get worse and worse. 。"Hearing you, now in this world only you don't abandon me, I must listen to your words. " 。A little bit, I will drink a little bit at a time. 。"Song Yiren said that and took a sip, indeed drinking very little." 。Put down the wine glass and ate a little bit of food. 。 。"Tao Chen, do you think my family will be able to attend my funeral after I die" Tao Chen's heart suddenly clenched. 。He looked at Song Yiren with a mixture of surprise and sadness, always feeling that something was off. 。This sentence is even more heartbreaking. 。Don't talk nonsense, how unlucky. 。Your health is fine, it has nothing to do with the funeral. 。"
Tao Chen quickly comforted 。For such a long time, Song Yiren has been able to hold on so well, all because she has a good attitude. 。But now it seems her attitude has changed completely. 。"What's unlucky about it, everyone dies eventually anyway, and my cancer is incurable too." 。I'm such a failure as a person, I don't think anyone would come to my funeral. 。Song Yien seemed to have fallen into a world of pain, even though the test results hadn't come back yet, she had already begun to feel pessimistic. 。"I told you not to drink, once you have a drink you start talking nonsense" 。"How's the cancer Cancer, if you have a good attitude, many people recover." 。If you keep thinking about funerals all day, then you're walking yourself to the grave. 。"Well, don't think about the future things, just be happy every day. " 。Your past mindset was so good, as long as you stick to this attitude when facing your illness, I believe you can make it through. 。“
Tao Chen could only try his best to persuade her, he could only let Song Yiren relax as much as possible. ” 。Although the torture of cancer was not clearly evident on Song Yi En's body, Tao Chen knew that miracles were impossible. 。Her condition is worsening day by day, her illness must be getting worse. 。That means the funeral she's talking about is really coming up soon. 。By the time the two of them finished their late-night snack, it was already half past ten. Tao Chen knew that Qin Jingwen probably hadn't gone to rest yet at this hour, so he went back to his room and called her. 。“Is there something wrong so late” Qin Jingwen had already finished washing up and was preparing to go to sleep. A call came in, fearing it would disturb others, she went out to answer it. 。"If it's nothing, you shouldn't be calling me this late." 。I feel like En En has been a bit off these two days. Did you have an argument with her" This was the first possibility Tao Chen could come up with. Otherwise, Song Yi En's mood wouldn't have suddenly changed so much. 。"No, I haven't called her these days, how could I have argued with her" 。"What's wrong with her Is she having a temper tantrum" Tao Chen's words made Qin Jingwen worried too. 。She has been feeling particularly down these past two days. She just lies on the couch staring blankly, for an entire day at a time. 。Just speaking up means death, a funeral, or something like a terminal illness. 。In short, it's extremely pessimistic, with absolutely no hope. 。"I thought you had an argument with her. If you didn't, why not" 。Qin Jingwen's answer made Tao Chen rule out this possibility. 。He told Qin Jingwen about Song Yien's state, which made Qin Jingwen worried while also realizing something was amiss. 。 "It's a bit off, Tao Chen. Do you think it would be possible for En En to know her true condition" "I think so too." 。I thought of two possibilities. One was that we would argue, and the other was that she knew she really had cancer. 。" The first possibility has been ruled out, so the only possibility left now is the second kind. " 。But I can't figure out how she knew that now. 。“
Tao Chen and Qin Jingwen thought of the same thing, this second possibility was indeed hopeless 。“Could it be that the nanny let it slip, and that’s how she found out” Qin Jingwen was just speculating, because besides these few people, no one else could have contacted Song Yien. 。"I asked, it wasn't the nanny who said..." 。Whatever he knows, I don't know how to comfort her now. 。Song Yiren's sudden change caught Tao Chen off guard. 。He is now both worried and unsure how to comfort. 。"Alright, I'll go back home this weekend and have a good talk with her." 。Maybe letting her yell at me once would make her feel better. 。Qin Jing’s gentle conversation with Tao Chen was still ongoing, they were discussing how to cheer Song Yi En up. 。However, Tao Chen didn't expect that at this moment, Song Yien was standing outside his room. 。Song Yien didn't hear Qin Jingwen say anything, but she clearly heard Tao Chen's words. 。Tao Chen said that she was indeed a cancer patient, which means the hospital's diagnosis no longer mattered. She had already been sentenced to death, only waiting for the execution date. 。Song Yiren slowly slumped down by Tao Chen's door, her whole body devoid of energy, like a ghost. 。It's like all your strength has been drained, and you're just a walking corpse. 。She's done for, completely finished. 。There was no time left for her to continue, she just had to reluctantly give in to Qin Jingwen's manipulations Was she going to die with such unwillingness, watching Qin Jingwen and Qiao Shunchen happily together Qiao Yu thought about it for two days, although Jiang Kai kept brainwashing her during these two days, she still couldn't get over this obstacle. 。But I also felt that my words would be hurtful to my father, and I was worried that he might have a bad mood these two days. 。Then, we came to the outskirts of the city. 。When she arrived at the outskirts of town, she learned that her father was sick. 。"A cold Did you go to the hospital" Joe Yu walked while listening to Uncle Zhou's words. 。Worried yet surprised about her father's illness. 。My father's body has always been healthy, how come he suddenly caught a cold 。Could it be that because of the unpleasantness last time, Dad has been suppressing his feelings all this time " Qiao Yu ah, you also don't have to worry too much 。As people age, their physical fitness is far inferior to what it used to be. 。Getting sick is normal. 。Zhou Shu was explaining beside her, he said that to avoid worrying Qiao Yu too much. 。ance, Ye Wen finally settled down. It seems Su Qin still knows Qin Jingwen very well. 。She can truly conquer with her tears. 。Ye Wen turned and left with her head held high, at the same time Qin Jingw...