en I'll take it here." 。After Qin Jingwen finished speaking, she picked up the phone. 。"Auntie" 。"Well, why haven't you called in a few days" Qin Lan asked with concern. 。"I've been a little busy the...Qiao Shunchen, overwhelmed with excitement, a headache, and memories of his most painful experience, lost control of his emotions. His voice was filled with anger mixed with resentment.
He continued speaking.
I want to let go of this grudge, I want to forget everything, but I can't. I always remember my mother's death vividly. I hate him, and I hate that woman too. If her family hadn't shielded her, if they had let me scold and beat her to vent my anger, she wouldn't have jumped off the building.
Only now did Qin Jingwen realize the depth of his hatred. It wasn't just directed at his father and that woman; even the woman's family had become victims in his heart.
Qin Jingwen stayed silent. She simply reached out and took Qiao Shunchen's arm, pulling him back down onto the bed, and continued to massage him.
"Right now, I don't know how to advise you. If you feel like your hate can comfort you, then keep hating."
Qin Jingwen was speechless. Qiao Shunchen's resentment was too deep; like Song Yien, he placed hatred above all else. No matter how gently she tried to reason with him, he wouldn't listen.
“I don’t want to hate them, they forced me. Why didn’t they consider my and my sister’s feelings back then Why did they have to hurt us”
"My sister and I haven't done anything wrong, why are we the ones who have to suffer"
"......"
Qiao Shunchen seemed to be still struggling, his voice getting smaller and weaker until Qin Jingwen heard his even breaths.
Qin Jingwen knew Qiao Shunchen's headache wasn't that bad anymore, he must have fallen asleep from exhaustion after being tortured.
"Joe Shunchen, Joe Shunchen, don't you find what you just said familiar Half-Moon was saying the same things to you, and aren't you afraid they'll grow up and ask you the same questions"
Qin Jingwen spoke in an extremely low voice, wanting Qiao Shunchen to hear her, yet afraid he would.
He told Joe about this, but he doesn't know if Joe took it to heart.
Qin Jingwen just stared at Qiao Shunchen, at that face she thought about every day. Suddenly, Qin Jingwen felt like she had a lot of people to hate too, but the hatred in her life was the most insignificant thing. She wouldn't let hatred affect her already terrible life.
Qin Jingwen's legs were numb. She reached out and grabbed a pillow, then helped Qiao Shunchen lie on it before getting up herself.
She stood by the bed for a moment before turning off the bedroom light, leaving only a dim bedside lamp.
She walked to the window again and drew the curtains closed. When she reached the very end, leaving only a sliver of space, she stopped moving and stood there looking out.
When she was trying to conceive here, Qiao Shunchen would always stand by the window and look at his tall and straight back through the gap in the curtains every time he left.
Now that she finally saw him in his entirety, it pained her heart.
Everything here is the same, even the curtains haven't been changed, but my mood is completely different.
She drew the curtains and Qin Jingwen walked to the bedside, sitting beside Qiao Shunchen again. She felt that she could never get enough of this cold face.
But not being enough isn't his, lingering will only make himself hurt deeper.
Jiō Shùn chén finally spoke up about what was on his mind, but Qin Jìng wēn felt she couldn't help at all. Agreeing to help Jiào Yǔ reconcile with her father seemed like an impossible task as well.
Perhaps Qiao Shunchen would listen to Ye Wen's persuasion, after all, she is the one he loves.
Qin Jingwen's mind kept churning with thoughts of Ye Wen. No matter if she had ever come here, this was her man's place after all.
Thinking this, Qin Jingwen got up. Her task was complete; she had heard Qiao Shunchen's words, and it was time for her to leave.
I gently opened the drawer, looking for my car keys, but found none.
She wanted to leave but had no car, so the only option was to walk down the mountain.
Qin Jingwen turned her head to look at Qiao Shunchen one last time before opening the door and leaving the bedroom.
Stepping out of the villa into the courtyard, Qin Jingwen felt a gust of cold wind and realized she was dressed too lightly. But returning inside to get her clothes would surely wake Qiao Shunchen.
Finally, I decided to just walk down the hill. After a while, I wouldn't be cold anymore.
However, just as she took another step forward, Qiao Shunchen suddenly pushed the door open.
"Qin Jingwen…"
A roar stopped Qin Jingwen in her tracks. She turned around, just about to speak, when Qiao Shunchen rushed over and tightly hugged her in his arms.
"Are you crazy It's so late and the weather is so cold. Your body just got a little better, do you want to go back to the hospital again"
Qiao Shunchen questioned angrily, but only he knew that he was worried about Qin Jingwen.
When he was asleep and tried to hold Qin Jingwen's hand, he was disappointed not to touch that soft hand, and immediately turned over and got out of bed.
Qin Jingwen didn't go to the washroom, nor did she enter the dressing room. Qiao Shunchen knew she must have left, so he pulled back the curtains and looked out. Thankfully, Qin Jingwen hadn't yet walked out of the yard.
The heart suspended in mid-air felt a warmth and steadiness the moment it saw Qin Jingwen, as if it had found home.
"I should go home now, you're all better now, I..."
Qin Jingwen was still held in his warm embrace. In the cold wind, his embrace felt like a warm blanket, making her reluctant to leave.
"Who said I'm better My head still hurts."
Jiō Shùn chén couldn't find a reason to leave Qín Jìng wēn, so he could only say it so shamelessly.
"Go back with me, Song Xinzhe will make arrangements there at your home."
After Qiao Shunchen finished speaking, he didn't let go of Qin Jingwen. Instead, he directly lifted her horizontally and turned back into the room.
"You..."
Qin Jingwen couldn't speak. How could Qiao Shunchen, who was so full of energy, look like he had a headache
"Let me down, I can walk by myself."
While Qin Jingwen was speaking, Qiao Shunchen had already walked up the stairs.
"If you go down there, you'll just walk away from here. You stupid woman, don't you know how dangerous it is to walk out of here"
Joe Sun thought about the day Qin Jingwen fainted. If she had fainted without anyone around, she would have really been done for.
"I can't find my car keys, I'm going to have to..."
Qin Jingwen tried to explain, but Qiao Shunchen didn't give him the opportunity.
"No car keys, are you going to walk Where did you get the guts to be so stubborn"
After finishing his words, Qiao Shunchen kicked open the bedroom door and gently placed Qin Jingwen on the bed. He then thoughtfully covered her with a blanket.
"You're not allowed to go home tonight. Just sleep here."
After Qiao Shunchen said that in a commanding tone, he also crawled into the bed and lay down.
"I... I can sleep here, you go sleep in another room."
Qin Jingwen's heart began to beat wildly the moment Qiao Shunchen lay down. If Qiao Shunchen didn't leave, this frantic heartbeat wouldn't stop, and how could she possibly fall asleep
"I'm not leaving, I'll just lie here."
Chiu Shun-Chen, taking advantage of his still slightly tipsy state, acted like a child and whined.
Then, to everyone's even greater surprise, he actually embraced Qin Jingwen in his arms.
"You…"
Qin Jingwen reached out to push Qiao Shuncheng away, wanting to speak and ask him to stay away from her, but before she could even say a word, Qiao Shuncheng covered her mouth.
"Hmm..."
Qin Jingwen protested with her voice, but it seemed to be of no use.
Her heart was a tangled mess of conflicting emotions at this moment.
He and Qiao Shunchen couldn't do this kind of thing. The distance between them didn't allow them to. They would be immoral, and people would talk about them.
Qiao Shunchen's kiss wasn't firm either. He knew it would hurt Qin Jingwen, he knew there was still Ye Wen, but he thought about Qin Jingwen for a long time. He missed her lips, missed her body, missed the faint fragrance on her.
It was his uncontrolled desire. He should stop immediately. But once he kissed him, he couldn't let go. He wanted to throw all the messy things aside.
This kiss grew increasingly passionate, increasingly uncontrollable. He no longer remembered how many times this had happened between them, but his passion remained undimmed, his love as fervent as ever.
The kiss finally stopped just before Qin Jingwen was suffocated, both of them panting heavily. Qiao Shunchen's lips were still pressed against Qin Jingwen's forehead, his breath something Qin Jingwen could clearly feel.
"We can't do that, you also..."
You can't talk to me like that. Qin Jingwen had only spoken half a sentence before Qiao Shunchen's low and magnetic voice interrupted her.
"Warm Warm, I miss you, want you."
Qiao Shunchen thought for a long time, and never forgot the feeling of having Qin Jingwen. On the contrary, he missed her more and more, to the point that he was disgusted by Ye Wen's touch.
"I... you know I love you, it's hard for me to forget you after what you did. Qiao Shunchen, don't take advantage of my love for you and treat me this way so lightly. You have Ye Wen, I'm just a momentary whim to you, I..."
Qin Jingwen's heart ached with grievance. Qiao Shunchen was taking advantage of her love for him, treating her so carelessly.
She now regretted it, regretted having laid her heart bare before him.
"This wasn't a whim, I'm serious. And I don't treat you any differently just because you love me. Wen, ever since Ye Wen came back, we've both treated each other with respect. I haven't touched any other women."
"Except for you, I'm not interested in any other woman."
Although Qiao Shunchen couldn't directly express his love for Qin Jingwen, his heart was always with her.
He held Qin Jingwen tightly, his lips still pressed against her forehead. He could clearly feel Qin Jingwen's frantic heartbeat, the feeling he craved was this collision of hearts.
Qin Jingwen raised her head in disbelief, trying to see if there was a lie in Qiao Shunchen's eyes, wanting to probe whether what he said was true.
Just as she looked up, Qiao Shunchen couldn't help but kiss Qin Jingwen again.
This kiss was wilder, more intense, and spread throughout Qin Jingwen's body...
The passionate night at the villa on the mountain was just a dream for Qin Jingwen.
From the next morning, Qin Jingwen returned to reality. She knew that even though Qiao Shunchen needed her physically, she was only a supporting character.
To live a life full of splendor, to have a world that is peaceful, then forgetting the path of Qiao Shunchen is still necessary.
Qin Jingwen was going about her normal routine, working and taking care of her children. Everything seemed hectic yet surprisingly orderly. But that was fine; a structured life meant she wouldn't have to see Qiao Shunchen again.
Qin Jingwen was busy in her office, suddenly raising her head, she saw Yang Jie looking at her, she immediately gave Yang Jie a friendly smile, while Yang Jie gave her a look of slight alarm.
Recently, Yang Jie has been like this often. Qin Jingwen didn't know what was going on, but she had never thought too much about it.e to go home during that time, but he insisted on staying. 。The surgery lasted for a full four hours, and only when the operating room lights went out did Song Xinzhe walk out. 。Don't worry, everyone...